dowdy dabeduuuuu. dowdy dowdy yes i am. i love surfing tudung and this one i bought few months ago. i tried once i came back home, my sis took the photo convincing me that i looked good but unfortunately the photo was not so convincing and i kept on believing that something is wrong whenever i put on any other tudung than that bawal kind and finally this tudung that i bought few months ago i repeat, just 'rest' nicely in the wardrobe. poor tudung (and any of my baju n tudung that 'being treated' the same way, beli tapi tak pakai). and i forever turn back to my only tudung bawal. sigh.
**can remember 'pengeras'. it was 1997 i guess n it helped to well-shaped the tudung.
yes, this is me. as simple as i always be. baju kurung, tudung bawal. jeans n blouse n tudung bawal. long pant n long sleeve tshirt n tudung bawal. i love to at least try another tudung but never feel comfortable about that. again, something is wrong. sooooo not me. sometimes i feel like i need to dress better, just like those ladies i always see in the magazine, or among friends or people i know. oh they look really nice with that new fashion both baju2 n tudung2. but, having no desire am i? apparently im just comfortable being the way i am. comfortable comes first, right?
thankful that i'm currently working in my environment that requires baju kurung all the time. oh. i work at a school. a school that takes 20mins drive from home. yeay yeay yeay:) yes, located at machang:) i must say that i like the school, and the kids. yes, it's a primary school:) do pray for me ya!
hey, how do i look? sorry that i just love being simple that makes me comfortable (many comfortable i wrote). it's ok kan? please love it too and see me for who i am. i just believe that human beings are beautiful in many ways. praise be to Allah; kitalah sebaik2 kejadian. but we may differ by the way we carry ourselves, and the way we see others. and no matter how people see me, i hope they (and you around me who know n close to me, especially) accept that this is how im comfortable to be, this is just the way i am.
lastly, i really want to say this;
thank you Allah, for making me the person i am today.
happy second half everyone!