Thursday, 29 September 2011

thankful

that the happy heart is here with me now
:)

Monday, 26 September 2011

sigh

yup that title should not be an opening i know but yup i am sigh-ing now.

sigh.

and again. i do have a list of task to do today before i leave for my evening class but the once-in-a-while gloomy heart of mine stops me to do those. until now that it's nearly 11.

i am unhappy now.
it is so dull in and out.

how i wish that i could turn back to Saturday, or Sunday,
to the moment that i met lovely people who only made me laugh and forget about being gloomy.


dear heart,
please be nice. you have always learned to accept things, to be rational, to be self-motivated, to cheer up. so why do this feeling keeps bothering? please. i may understand that you still have to adapt but please, do not take long ya? please sweetie sweetie heart of mine :))
now we get back to the list and we'll have our favorite mcFlurry later ya?

Tuesday, 20 September 2011

merenung sejenak

dalam segala resah gelisah dan kurang keyakinan yg sekali sekala menerjah, saya terlepas pandang sesuatu yg positif utk saya coretkan di sini. benar, terlalu melihat yg hitam menyebabkan kita terlupa memandang yg putih.

'are..that was interesting..best tau..are mesti suke..'

salah satu galakan positif dari seorng rakan seperjuangan yg sama2 mengharung suka duka bergelar pelajar. dia yg selalu memberi respon positif sejak minggu lepas, iaitu minggu pertama semester baru ini. terima kasih kak :)

ya, dalam rasa gentar menyahut cabaran diri, saya sebenarnya tidak keseorangan. syukur kawan2 sekelas di UPM yg lain sentiasa memberi kata2 positif, dan mengalu2kan saya. mereka tahu latar belakang saya sebelum ini bukan dlm bidang TESL tapi mereka tidak membiarkan saya rasa ketinggalan/keseorangan.

terima kasih kawan. terima kasih.

'friends are like the flowers in the garden of life.'

kata salah seorang pensyarah saya,
'it is your choice to be here, right? so why complaining?'

Tuesday, 13 September 2011

bermula


supaya mouse itu bergerak selesa, saya belikan sesuatu yg sedikit comel utknya. yeay dan saya juga selesa. semoga menyumbang keceriaan di sudut itu :)

dah bermula semester baru saya. cabaran semakin dirasa. namun saya perlu kuat dan saya doakan saya mampu. berbekalkan dorongan org2 tersayang, saya akan terus mencuba.

seseorg pernah berkata, 'you have to work double harder!'.
insya Allah.

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