the first time i saw aman was in december 1995. minggu orientasi di STMFP. masa tu my group combined dgn his group.

the last time we met was yesterday. i was in KL that weekend.

and we will meet again insya Allah this Friday. balik kampung.

i'll be on leave..one week tau :)

tired!
really am..


need to add another item:

• everyday solat hajat

yup let's pray let's pray
not only for me
but for all

insya Allah.

three things that i need to do today (10.12.09):

• call JPN Kota Bharu - mana cek saye?
• call the beauty centre - how's pelamin n baju?
• update the wedding items - how much (much kah?) work have been done

a married-friend told me; once u have decided on an item, just move on to next one. don't look back and never regret. just move on.

perhaps.

nervous come & go & come

i dont think that im going to post any about the preps here at first. nothing much. but i got the chance today with less work for now.

why not posting. at least i share. at least i share with myself now and perhaps it will be shared with my-future-self later. and him. at least.

well nothing much actually. i have just done with the kursus kahwin yesterday (5 & 6 dec) and waiting for the sijil to be collected this friday. aman did attend the same kursus as well, here at pekan. thanks dear :)

so we are going to move to the next plan, card design this weekend. hope to find the best we can afford by this saturday and proceed with the tempahan. insya Allah. and oh it's year end sale and i'm going to KL this weekend so maybe we can do some shopping for hantaran. insya Allah.

i don't know, just pray that everything will go well. good. seems like i have many things in mind and most of them are all about discussions and follow-up.

shuuhhh shuuhhhh nervous. huhu.

"bila rindu terkenang mu sayang
terasa sayu syahdunya jiwaku bila malam makin kelam
jauh terbang diriku melayang.."



sad last night..

happy birthday to me!!

late post i know..:) nway the photos were taken during my cousin wedding reception on 31st Oct 2009 nite..just a few minutes before me the birthday girl turned 26 :) aman looked ngntuk + boring..hehe :)

the reception was held at Dewan Perdana Felda KL and Agong went for the wedding as well..and me the bridesmaid got the chance to see him live at close quarters during the tepung tawar..hehe..sekadar pengalaman :) Alhamdulillah..the wedding went well..sooo lovely..and i wish both bride and groom a happy-ever-after..insya Allah..

and i guess..i really need to work on my wedding preps..oh pening now i know..with so heavy workloads at the office..i just can't wait to end this semester..3 weeks more to lessen the burden..hmm..not a burden actually..it's a responsibility tapi sgt byk..huhu..and the wedding..almost 3 months to go..chaiyukk!!

i remember when i had to prepare for my engagement..i was still at hometown at that moment with my family..thanks to my mom and sisters for helping me with the preps..i dreamt of a simple engagement day..with gold-peach theme..but after further discussions and helps from family..we came out with what-we-have-came-out-with..Alhamdulillah..and it was meaningful..

yellow?yellow is never a favourite colour but i wore yellow on the day..haha..i decided to sewa saja the baju..why yellow eh? i didn't know really..i just walked into the first boutique and fell in love when i first saw the dress in front of the main door..that easy..Alhamdulillah..but i found that it was not so comfortable to bersila for sarung cincin event so i agreed with my aunty and mom's suggestion to have seat or chair for sarung cincin..kerusi tu semua memang sedia ada kat rumah..so we just asked for some help from the deco-man to do the dais (if i can call that)..

it was a simple yet meaningful engagement..Alhamdulillah..things went much easier than i first thought..Alhamdulillah..

i pray that the wedding will go well also..insya Allah..still..i dream of a simple one..tak perlu grand..tak perlu glamorous..but a meaningful one..with lovely and beautiful people around..insya Allah..

please pray for me..i still got too many things to be done..pray for me ya..



and..we plan to wear lilac/purple on the day of february..insya Allah..

Ya Allah..permudahkanlah..