think and think and think.
the way i always carry myself.
that might affect others.
and blow a smile away.
a smile of my own.
- i'm sorry that i sometimes love to laugh. i could easily laugh at something i'm not supposed to with NO intention to belittle others. i don't know how could it be such a spontanious respond. very bad, those who don't really know me would think that i'm humiliating their talks or actions. swear, i have never intended so.
- so i guess the above statement could explain why do people sometimes get wrong with my talk or act. of course it hurts but thankfully i can console myself on that. it's ok. but what if the wrong idea they get would hurt themselves as well?
- a large mood swing makes myself an unpredictable person. but not so complicated.
after all, it is hard to make myself understood. is this normal? if abnormal, how to cure then?