Thursday, 19 April 2012

stress no stress yes

that was me with both of my nieces during their visit to our cutie home sweet home last two weeks. we really had a great time playing and laughing together.

a week later, friday night on 13 April, Alhamdulillah a small gathering was held at our home for solat hajat and yasin. it only took a week preparation for me to get the event done of course with lots of help from my auntie who did almost all the cooking. i had my mom and family in law here during that event, aunties and uncles, cousins and a few friends who live nearby. that was my first time holding such a gathering at our home and yeah that was a great experience. when family involved, at certain point you will have to tolerate any of their ideas and opinions, trying to choose the best not only for you but as well for others, and at the same time to make sure that everyone is happy and comfortable with the decision made. that was the toughest; making decision. tak lupa juga, KERJASAMA sangatlah penting. Alhamdulillah, everything just fell nicely.

and now, i am stuck in the middle of of of of of maaaaaaannyyy tasks that i have left for weeks just to settle all the family and home matters. and i am now toooo lazy to deal with any of them. seriously being lazy when you have piles of work waiting is not enjoyable at all. duhh i fight so hard to even look at them, to read a single line, to write a single sentence, yes i fight for that. i am lazy because i am demotivated because i am way behind schedule and i have no choice but to proceed with all the task.

walaupun sekadar merangkak.


CTL said...

try to just let your mind do the thing, and then your fingers will too.. :) btw darl, i am happy(tumpang) that you have what you have right now.. it might be hard sometimes, but it will get easier.. cayo chaiyok!!

Liney said...

chaiyok are... i know u can do it... biasa la tu.. kita kan mula ngan merangkak.... tak lama lagi u akan berlari... :)