kill the time

i am so not into writing these days. nothing to write about because i do prefer to keep worrying about a few things now. writing never seems to be the best therapy this time. sad.

well, the good thing is i still manage to entertain myself with some activities that really help me kill the time. beading is my new addiction now. i would rush back home after work just to work with my little beads having nobody to stop me except the backache after hours. the beading doesn't have to be grand. just a simple and sweet one would make myself happy.

and i start baking too. i started with chocolate cake inspired by mom in law. so i search for other cake to try and caramel cake looks good. let's give a try yeah?



well yup writing did not help much this time. pen off.

i read my previous blog and found this entry

My Love Story:10 of many

Saturday, March 10th, 2007

1) at pizza, he passed me his wallet asking me to pay the bill at counter.

2) wanted to have fresh orange for breakfast, but no parking. i volunteered to buy. i was about to get out from the car when he asked. "ade duit?"

3) she: aman, pedasla..

he: meh aman makae..

4) did a little shopping to buy birthday present for mak. our eyes stuck on something nice which we decided to buy. he suddenly opened his wallet telling me, "jap, tgk duit cukup tak.."

5) he complained his back to me.

6) i will automatically hit the channel that he is watching at the time, right after receiving his msg of any excitement show on TV. i will watch even for short. even bola.

7) he kept me informed of any movie on TV in which my interest, via msg. so that i could watch as well.

we meet each other so very seldom. once we met, there’ll be no fighting, even a tragic waiting happened before the meeting.

9) there will be two feelings in one meeting; i’ll be very2 happy at the very moment our eyes met, and it turned sad when we had to make our very own move at the end of the day.

10) he is the only friend, the only boyfriend, the only man in my own world, since the day one i learnt about LOVE, until now. so tell me, how am i going to wake up without seeing him flying in my head every morning everyday??