Wednesday, 14 May 2008

cik ann tagged

1. How tall are you ? -15something cm
2. Have you ever smoked? - never
3. Do you own a gun? - not brave enough
4. Do you hate someone right now? - nobody in particular
5. Do you get nervous? - yup
6.What do you think of hotdogs? - sosej!
7. Whats your favorite Christmas song? - no favorite
8. What do you prefer to drink? - mm..not soya bean
9. Can you do push ups? - once or twice..hehe
10.Whats your favorite piece of jewelry? - ring
11. Do you like painkillers? - say NO
12. What is your secret weapon to lure the opposite sex? - don't know..a smile or a cry?
13. Do you own a knife? - yup
14. Do you have H.I.V? - Nauzubillah
15. ur name? - daniadanis :)
16. Name 3 things u wanna do at this exact moment? - peaceful vacation, shopping, and dating? ;)
17. Name the last 3 things you have bought lately: book, deodorant, cleanser
18. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink: tea, nescafe, tea haha..
19. What time did you wake up today? - 6:59am ;)
20. Current worry? - eating habit, loss of appetite. yes, i need an appetizer. but what is it?
21.Current hate? - cicaks
22. Favorite place to be? - home sweet home. specific; living area.
23. least favorite place to be? - clinic hehee..
24. Where would you like to go? - Japan, Italy
25.Do you own slippers? - mesti laa..
26. What shirt are you wearing? - guess what? ;)
27. Would you like to be a pirate? - why should i?
28. Last time you had an alcoholicdrink? - Thank GOD, NEVER!
29. What songs do you sing in the shower? - can be this n that. and sometimes poco-poco ;)
30. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? - mom n abah were not around...
31. what’s in your pocket right now? - nothing
32. Last thing that made you laugh? - an actor in his drama
33. Last thing that made you cry? - i miss ................
34. Worst injury you’ve ever had? - serious one? 1998..
35. How many cellphones do you have? - one n only
36. Who is your loudest friend? - cik ann bleh tak? hehehe...
37.Your most silent friend? - [recalling]
38. Movie you wanna see? - a few
39. What is your favorite book? - married life? haha..no la..mm..non of those complicated scientific facts!
40.What is your favorite chocolate? - cadburry..so, bytes also can do
41. What song do/did you want to play at your wedding? - Keluarga Bahagia?;) mm..dont think of any..
42. What were you doing 12 AM lastnight? - zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
43. What was the First thing you did today? - cleaned
44. What was the last thing you did laz nite before sleep? - calling2..

i tag: anyone:)

Sunday, 11 May 2008

mother defines perfect

being the happiest person since the first day of pregnancy, a mother is always in her
best position to understand the beautiful bond; a bond that keeps a mother alive and strong for her whole life of motherhood.
and for the kids, it is said that; the moment to understand mother's love is to raise a child on our own.
is it never too late?



***
abah kept reminding me the same old story over and over again;

mom was due to give birth to my lil bro in the end of March 1987 when i aged 4. occured a day before Keputeraan Sultan Kelantan, abah himself a teacher, together with my brother and sister attended the annual celebration at Istana Kubang Kerian which was a must. so, there were just three of us at home; mom, grandpa and i, when mom finally started frowning in pain. and ripleys'-believe-it-or-not, i applied some balm over mom's leg and gave a gentle massage. perhaps it was granpa who taught me but what matter is i did it! syukur, abah came home in a little while and got mom to the hospital.

God, i wish to always be a good daughter but i guess i'm not. after 20 years, i'm no more into massaging! i try to help mom but my heart is not in it.

and after 20 years, i'm still trying in vain to avoid myself having a fit of the sulks. small matter might even take two days. do i need to consult anyone anything? this is what i keep regretting because mom never complains and always be the one who breaks the ice. God, i keep hurting mom while mom keeps giving love.

my GOD,
on this Mother's Day, i pray that i would always show my love to mom, i pray that mom forever knows how much i love her, and i pray that i could live life as strong as she does with all the love she gives me and all the pain i give her.

my Mom,
if i have to define perfect, i would surely define you. but obviously im far not that perfect. i know i'm not that good. but i believe that i love you and forever will do.