this is much worse than first time seeing my eldest sis with her spouse 10 years ago.
i know i've learned the beauty of to-love-is-not-a-meaning-to-own, but i always need readjustment each time.
i should understand a quote;
"to be loved is pure happiness,
to give love is pure selflessness"
and make a deal with time to help myself accepting that,
LOVE is about SELFLESSNESS that leads to HAPPINESS