my 9th Feb 2008

it's now 10.30pm and i guess aman is still on his way home. he left at 9.45pm after eating dinner and early supper (if i could call it supper) at my place with mom and the rest. it has been a long while since the last day we met, somewhere in december last year. i was happy to see him in front of my door this afternoon, really was. we planned to lunch at home at the beginning but then i decided to hang out spending time just for us both. so we made a move after having laksa and performing zohor. we went home at 5.30pm. meaningful was the best word. but, something has actually disturbed my heart, about which i dont think to write here. let me take this whole night to go in depth of it and i'll continue writing the finding tomorrow. i wish myself a peaceful night tonight.

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cik ann calls me ani. so do my parents. so do aman. so do some of my family mbrs. so do very few other friends.

cik zal calls me ada. she's the only one and i dont know why. hehe. but it's ok.

gie calls me A. i introduced myself as A when i was in Kolej Negeri. haha. just felt very comfortable with that nickname among my colleagues.

farisya calls me adan. this girl is also a single person calling me adan. i appreciate it as well.

and the rest, just call me adani. just? yup, just. when i was young, i mean when i was kid, i did ask my abah to get a new name for me. and i suggested him 'nina'. uweeekkkkkkssssss! (how could i reveal!!) thank GOD that abah has never take it seriously. or else, i guess i'll be regreting that silly idea.

since ever, many people seem to get wrong idea about this 'adani'.

"boleh saya cakap ngan adani?"
"laaa..perempuan..ingatkan lelaki..."

"sape adani...?"
"oo..perempuan ek.."

i always refuse to tell whoever asking, the meaning of 'adani'. i keep it for myself but i guarantee you, it brings a good meaning.

adani: strange but easy.